I am definitely not having this. I am done having this. It is patently beyond me. And this limbo..this storm, I do not know when, but it will be over. And once it is, it wont be me again, coming out of it. Another person looks in the mirror at himself then. He'd better be. No, that would certainly be another person. Another person, on a whole other stage. Different in flesh and blood. He'd smell different- I can tell you that. He would be a different game. There is no chance in hell I can survive this. So be it.
And until that moment, what can I do? What can I do..
